Quiet Time

Ahhh. This morning my husband blessed me with a wonderful gift. He decided to take the kids to a movie. It had been stormy all night and the rain had continued into the morning. After several days of excessive heat warnings and cabin fever, the kids were excited. I think I was actually more excited. What would I do with 2 hours of quiet time in my own house?

After getting the kids in the car and kissing their cheeks, I headed inside. I picked up a few dishes and kind of wandered around. What should I do? It was weird. I did not know what to do with myself. I could clean but I felt like that would be a complete waste of good time! :) I did decide that making my bed was okay, while I decided to figure out what I would do. After I made my bed I sat down and just listened to a CD I had put a few moments before. I had listened to this particular CD several times before. For some reason, though, I just soaked it in. I closed my eyes and really focused. Wow. I actually was able to process something. I wasn't interrupted by a fight (which is common in my home these days) or a "Mom, I need help." I just completely immersed myself in the music and peace. What a blessing peace is.

If you are anything like me, music helps keep you sane. However, my children have realized that there are CDs made especially for kids. Every time we get in the car I hear, "We want to listen to our songs." My car used to be sort of my hideaway during a difficult day. Not any more with songs like, "The Crashing Dinosaurs" or "Birthday Party at Your Place" or "Let's See if We Can Scream One More Time" or "Eat spaghetti Eddie" or "The Song With Only 5 Words that Lasts 5 Minutes." Yes, I made up all of those titles but I am quite sure someone could come up with music and lyrics that my kids would love and I would despise. Don't get me wrong, I am thankful for Kid's Praise Music that teaches my kids how to worship. However, the problem that these CDs cause is that my kids fight over who gets to be the "rock star." If my son is singing he quickly pauses and screams "No! I'm singing" at his sister before joining the song again at the chorus. My daughter then just sings louder so she can't hear her brother singing. Ugh. I'd be better off rolling down the windows and letting the sound of traffic in!

Yes, 30 minutes of my music with no interruptions was fantastic. Listening to worship music is one of my sacred pathways. If you have not read the book, "Sacred Pathways" I highly recommend it. It talks about the ways each of us as individuals relate to God and best hear him. I would have to say that usually the Megaphone and Flashing Billboard get my attention, but sometimes like today it is the peace that reassures me that I have a savior who loves me. Thanks God for peace. Thank you that you not only give us your peace, You are the gift of Peace. Help me to grab hold of the peace you offer so when my world seems to clang with the issues of life, I would easily hear your still small voice.